Why do I realize these things just now? Should have appreciated Christmas before. I should be thankful because I’m celebrating it with my complete family and relatives every year. *sigh

Honestly, I’m not looking forward for christmas eve because I’m single.Yeah. I’m childish to think that I would not enjoy it. But I was wrong, it was not about SMP (cold christmas), it’s about family, friends, relatives… and God. So stop posting emo stuff on fb or twitter because it won’t do anything good. We suppose to be having fun not creating negative vibes. There’s more to life that we should look forward, it’s not all about love life.  

Anyway, I didn’t expect that I’ll receive gifts from my cousins and aunts after not visiting them for a year. Thought they forgot me but I was the one who was lost. Sorry relatives. :( As I watched my little cousins performing their song number in front of the family, I realized why didn’t I enjoy performances with my same age cousins before? All I think was it’s a shame, but it’s not. You’re only young once so enjoy it. 

Is this the sign of aging and maturing? haha. Let’s just learn to appreciate even small things. It’s a step to happiness. Have a super happy christmas everyone!