I found simple happiness in sending and receiving postcards to and from random people all over the world. Only at postcrossing.com.
It’s the old fashion way of communicating but I love it. It’s not about receiving and collecting cards that I’m looking forward to. It’s about sharing a part of myself in the world and putting a smile to someone’s face whom I will never get to meet. It makes my day better! :)
Only two months left before my last semester ends. So many things to do, so little time. Waaah! I know I can do this. I’ve no choice.
Mantra:
No room for procrastinating.
I’ll pass all my subjects.
I will graduate this semester.
Please, help me God. *praying
WALA LANG ‘YUN. IT WAS A MISTAKE
I knew it. From all the toys in the world, you chose my feelings to play with. You’re an asshole. I wish we never met again, never had a relationship and I never knew you at all. Better off we’re strangers forever. But after all the pain you caused me, I still had forgiven you. That’s how much I love you. And I regret giving it to the wrong person. You don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve this. Hope I’ll get over with you soon.
Naliwanagan na ko kung bakit matapos ang halos magii-isang taon eh bigla ka nalang nakipagkita nung gabing iyon.
Kinuwento ko sa friend ko ang lahat ng mga nangyari. At eto ang sabi niya.
“Pwede kasi na gusto lang na may girlfriend pero di siya seryoso sa’yo ganon. Alam niya lang na gusto mo pa sya kaya go siya. O kaya feeling ko chine-check nya lang kung may pumalit na sa kanya sa buhay mo ganon. May ganyang pride eh.”
Eh may trabaho ka na eh. Iba na mundo mo. Bat lumalambing-lambingan school of acting ka nung gabing yon tas biglang magdi-disappear at di magpaparamdam after? Ano yon? Epal ka talaga. Ano yung sinasabi mo na pinag-usapan natin dati nung tayo pa? Void na yun kasi wala na tayo ngayon, duh! Napag-usapan my ass. Di ko matandaan yun. Paasa ka talaga! Alam kong bored ka lang non kaya ka nakipagkita. At gusto mo lang magyabang sa condo at trabaho mo. In short, mga narating mo nung nawala na ko sa buhay mo. LETSE! Naglinis pa ko dun at inamoy yung mga polo at long sleeves mo. Haaaay, hindi na ko sanay sa itsura mong naka-corporate attire. Dati lang tsinelas, shorts at shirt. Lalo kang pumogi. *Kilegs. ERASE. ERASE. Kahit naging hot ka pa lalo kaka-gym, hindi ko hahayaang maging second option o pang back-up lang. Kaya wag mo kong itext kung bored ka lang! Manigas ka! TSE! (Pero kung seryoso ka talaga saken, sige paramdam ka lang.HIHI. Binawi? HAHA. Kay tagal din kita hinintay kung alam mo lang.)
Why do I realize these things just now? Should have appreciated Christmas before. I should be thankful because I’m celebrating it with my complete family and relatives every year. *sigh
Honestly, I’m not looking forward for christmas eve because I’m single.Yeah. I’m childish to think that I would not enjoy it. But I was wrong, it was not about SMP (cold christmas), it’s about family, friends, relatives… and God. So stop posting emo stuff on fb or twitter because it won’t do anything good. We suppose to be having fun not creating negative vibes. There’s more to life that we should look forward, it’s not all about love life.
Anyway, I didn’t expect that I’ll receive gifts from my cousins and aunts after not visiting them for a year. Thought they forgot me but I was the one who was lost. Sorry relatives. :( As I watched my little cousins performing their song number in front of the family, I realized why didn’t I enjoy performances with my same age cousins before? All I think was it’s a shame, but it’s not. You’re only young once so enjoy it.
Is this the sign of aging and maturing? haha. Let’s just learn to appreciate even small things. It’s a step to happiness. Have a super happy christmas everyone!
